dense fog
heavy hanging clouds
a reminder
so desperately needed
that all of this is life
this is what makes life special
and dynamic
a reminder
God's hand is in it all
so too,
my sufferings
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let your life take drastic turns
you are one
with the forces of nature
the violent storms that crash
the great sweeps that take all
your life
is not separate from these events
sometimes all must be discarded
whether wanted or not
and then see the dawns of new days
different days
you
changed
deeper
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You do not have to explain
what protecting your peace means
to anyone
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Love your life
Love your life
Don't let anyone
or anything
influence you
convince you
to not be in love with your life
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Once you can feel proud of your story
You step foot on a very powerful path
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warm yourself
with your inner fire
your inner light
go within
draw upon your inner strength
this is your everything
the sun, the stars
the soil, the sand
where it all ever began
where it never ends
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Generational traumaIf I listened to generational trauma forever
I'd be miserable
Despondent
Alone
Wounded and scarred
In a vast bottomless sea with no shore
It's no ones fault per se
The ones you cry out to
Watch you tread water
Not lending a hand
Because they are too
They can't save you
They're in the sea with you
Life is not meant to be just this
Life wants more for us
Safety, connection, peace
It's a different journey
One with a great trust that must be mighty like a mountain
A trust that goes beyond what we can see with the physical eye
It's there
Dig deep for it
You deserve better
Rely on the great invisible force to change the tide
It's working with you
The one which is really hearing and answering your prayers
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The way we all deserve
I've had enough of playing small
Of being silent
Of hiding in the dark
This life is precious
And I don't know how long I am here
Though my fear is completely paralyzing
Every day let me take a baby step
To speak
To show my face
To embody the space I hold
I pray for courage
Because I'll be damned if I don't live this life the way I deserve to
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A silent prayer
There is a wiring in the brain that tells me..
I am not safe
It's a wire coated from end to end in fear
Intense fear
I ask, Great Spirit, help me to change this
Help me to put this to rest
To make new connections
Connections that say I am loved, I am wanted, I am safe, I am needed here
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It took alot of no's in my life
to realize
the only thing I really needed
was one deep yes to me
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Our dreams do not give up on us
They know us intimately
Whisper to us in our quietest moments
Even if we have our backs turned
They hold vigil
Fiercly loyal
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The art is in the allowing
The allowing of each moment, which is your precious life, to be as it is
Let there be no resistance
The Golden Thread 
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