Be more concerned about what's going on within your being...
your heart, your spirit, the state of your mind...
than the constant change of circumstances outside of yourself.
Is there peace within?
If the answer is no, this is where you must first start.
Tag: healing
-
-
Speak to me in ways I can hear and understand
Speak to me in the birds song
In the wind, in the rain
In the rolling waves, in the grains of sand
In the suns rays, in the moons glow
In the flitting butterfly, in the crawling ladybug
Speak to me in the strong silence
Where your voice is all I hearLeave a comment
-
The Rose
Standing in the kitchen
I see a single soft pink rose petal fall from her body
I walk over to see she is opened
Full
Waning
I feel a pang in my heart
"I want you to live forever" I plea
I draw her face close to mine
Her beautiful perfect face
She welcomes me
Whispers reassuringly,
"this is the nature of life my love..
and I love my life"Leave a comment
-
Ask the question,
"What do I want to experience in this life?"
Answer honestly, truthfully
Know,
You deserve all that you dream of.
Listen for the answer..
Hold it dear..
And fearlessly move in the direction your heart points.Leave a comment
-
I started to follow my own inner compass
Instead of asking for directionsLeave a comment
-
Flip your story on its head..
Yes the pain, the sorrow, the ache
But more the strength, the resilience, the power
You are the hero of this story
-
The suffering serves its purpose
It shapes you
It deepens you
It transforms you
And then there comes a time
The perfect time
Where it must be dropped
Like a hot coal
The chrysalis breaks open
And you emerge brand new
-
The ghost
That's what the problem is
It's being around a person that makes me feel so unseen, so unloved
Like a ghost
It triggers the most primal revulsion in me
It stems from the beginning
From the time when I was most vulnerable
When I was supposed to be nurtured
When I was supposed to learn how to trust
Crazy no matter how far I've come
One holiday around her
Feels like it set me back a million yearsLeave a comment
-
From the ground up
Today I was thinking about my desires..
To one day be surrounded by people I love, who love me,
who I feel safe with..
Then it dawned on me..
I don't feel safe with anyone.
Sitting with this for a moment,
I don't get sad like I sometimes do.
Feeling so lonely.
Instead I tell myself the first most important thing is,
I feel safe with me.
I protect me.
I have the power now..
I didn't then,
But I do now.
This is where the work starts..
Knowing that I can be who I needed to show up for me then.
I come to my own rescue.
I build my own strength from the ground up.
Growing up we sometimes don't get the protection from the people that are supposed to protect us. Sometimes the people closest to us are the ones who harm us. This is not our fault. Our younger selves do everything they can to survive. Wounds can be deep and painful.
It starts with baby steps, learning to love ourselves. Something we may have never been shown how to do or taught. Learning to love ourselves also means protecting ourselves. Not abandoning ourselves to please others. Not putting others needs before our own. Not exposing ourselves to harmful people or situations that don't have our best interest at heart.
Our mental health, our safety, our happiness is our responsibility. Which can feel daunting, but actually it is empowering. We get to choose now. Be a warrior and fight for your life. Be decisive. Choose you. You can heal. You can be happy. You can experience genuine love. And you absolutely deserve the best things life has to offer. Thoughts?Leave a comment
-
The deeper the valley life carves in you,the higher youcan soar.Leave a comment
The Golden Thread 
Leave a comment